Friday, November 26, 2010

Sweet Shot

Stonewall...5 years old
loves football
 (thinks he's) on the team
keeps us thankful
sweet as can be
very crazy
tells stories
some are true
and some....
runs a lot
laughs loudly

Sweet Shot Day

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Life on the road

Soooo.......what do your kids do at a motel?
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry

Monday, November 15, 2010

Stonewall"s 5!!!!!!!!!!

On the 11th Stonewall turned 5
 He wanted a jersey...and football pants
and cleats...

 with football cupcakes
a football
and new shoes

I heard him telling one of his friends,
"I talked to coach and he said as soon
as I get a jersey and pants I can be on the team".
He is sooo 5!!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010


  the whole tribe
 at sunset...
my fav time
 Nick & I
 maybe this is the whole tribe
 boys...being boys
gotta love it
* * *
 Dad & Paige
 Dad & Stonewall (his shadow)
 Dad & Hunter (aka Tank)
 Dad & Timothy 
(his look a like)
 Dad & Caleb 
(my look a like)
 Dad & Levi 
(traveling buddy)
Dad & Josiah
(work buddy, 
who just might outgrow him!)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

only a year

anyone who's been reading 
here for long knows what Nov 1st was
where are the words to say?
to anyone who thinks what I feel
is not normal...
I know you have never been through it
to anyone who thinks
the way I grieve is wrong...
I don't care what you think
I realize you are ignorant
on this subject
I try not to fault you...
but it gets difficult when you 
insist you are right
since I'm the one going through it
I know you are wrong.
I refuse to hide my hurt...
I let it show 
so that others who hurt 
will not feel alone.
When my hurting helps someone else
then I am not alone.
I know many others hurt
from the loss
I also know they do not hurt
like those who have lost.
That being said...
This has been an incredibly long year.
Since my little Boaz...
my little man
went home to be with the Lord
there have been many changes.
Some good, some not so

I can tell you that in a year
I know I still have no idea
what I'm going to feel
in the future.
I know that I will not know 
until it comes..
and sometimes it's hard to realize..
until later.

I know what I have felt:
like the house is empty...
when I know it's not.
like I am alone...
when I know I'm not.
like part of me died..
because it did.


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